February 2012
I honestly hate myself. I’ve never hated anyone as much as I hate myself. I feel like I ruin the lives of everyone around me. I absolutely make my dad’s life hell when he’s around me to the point where he rather not talk to me than talk to me. I make my mom’s life hell because she has to deal with it. My brother rarely wants to hang out with me because I annoy him. I try so...
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Social anxiety isn’t cool.
OCD isn’t cool.
Bipolar disorder isn’t cool.
Depression isn’t cool.
Cutting isn’t cool.
Phobias aren’t cool.
Trauma isn’t cool.
Sleep disorders aren’t cool.
Eating disorders aren’t cool.
They’re real things, they’re scary, and pretending you have them is just fucking obnoxious and an insult.
now that i think about it
how the hell does phineas put his shirt on
its-never-silent:
I just want to be beautiful so badly. It must be nice to wake up and not hate how you look. I wish I could walk around proudly without makeup. I guess I’m going to have to deal with what I see everyday, even if I don’t like it.
Things I say in school too much.
Me: I'm hungry.
Me: I am tired
Me: Can I burn this school down or
Me: what is that faggot doing
Me: We had homework?
Me: I hate this class
Me: it's too cold
Me: *sleeping in class*
Me: Yay it's time to go home!
Me at home: I am bored.
